Not so sad.
Just need a cry.
A release.
A nose running
tear streaming
voice wailing
Cry.
The pressure's building.
The stresses are mounting.
The world's waiting.
The sky is falling.
I'm not so sad.
No one thing
is too much.
Altogether...though...
it is.
Life is never.
Fully.
Fair.
Sometimes
the bad guys
win.
Sometimes
the good guys
lose.
That's life.
Anticipation.
Hope for the best.
Expect. The. Worst.
Of course.
It could be
the hurt
and the anger
and the unfairness
that someone
I love
can't escape.
And it could be
my tendency
to take up
other people's cross,
while ignoring my own.
It could be fear.
It could be death.
It could be a baby...
...who never was.
It could be the innocence of
today
4 years ago
vs.
the exposed pain of
tomorrow
4 years ago...
...the shocking truth
that sometimes
MIRACLES
turn out different
than expected.
The first day of Autumn.
The life cycle begins
and ends.
The truth is
I'm not so sad.
I just need a
Cry.
An acknowledgment
that today
is a good day
to cry.
4 comments:
Love you Crissi. Thinking of you today.
jimmy
Gorgeous. I am praying for you today, Crissi.
Happy Autumn.
We're all in the "Fall" with you.
never. fully. fair.... just those words are enough for tears, let alone the rest..!
The leaves are dying where you are.. and springing to life here in Australia.
big hugs.
Wow.
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